I’m worried about my English. I have the impression it declines. I have problems not only with comprehension, but also with speaking. I’m searching for words, can’t find the right phrases. It’s like I’m stumbling when I speak. I have to look for a reason. One reason could be that I’m just overtraining, but I’m afraid if I optimize my English exercising routine, it might decline even more. And one day, I’ll stop my English learning altogether, as I had experienced 20 years ago with my Italian learning. I lost the power or the impetus to continue. That behavior, I have to stop. Otherwise, I feel myself a little ridiculous.
Today, I had a talk on the Keith platform first with a Chinese woman, and then, the second talk, with two women, a Chinese student, the nice Chinese Siki, I already met her twice before , and a woman from the Philippines. also a lovely woman. And it was, especially in the first talk, a little difficult because the hollow sound, created by the VPN connection, was too difficult for me to understand. Also Siki had had this hollow sound, but I’m a little more adapted to her. The sound from the Philippines was better even it was not easy for me,
I know complaining is wrong. I have to be convinced of competence, I should see me better than I am, only then I am getting better. Self-confidence is the key. I think I sung this song now for the second time. That has to stop.