Thursday I had a X-ray examination with a shocking result. There is the suspicion that a sneaking inflammatory in the near environment of my TEP takes place. Of course it’s a suspicion but my feeling says the probability is very high. Now I’m waiting for the second step of diagnosis a scintigraphic examination. It will give clarity if it is an infection, how far it is progressed but not which type of bacteria works against me if any. My hope is very low that it is not serious. I’m full of fear, of angst. I’m glad to be able to hide my feeling behind the English language.
