During the last day, I’ve been a little astonished that I’ve been stucking in my English learning process. I found out that I have got difficulties not only with understanding, not only with deliberately listening to the text and understanding, but also I have difficulties with reading, reading fluently, reading a little more complicated text than a children’s book, and I’m not sure what’s the reason for it. I’m afraid one of the reasons is that I haven’t had enough time for speaking English with myself, for thinking in English, and one of the time I couldn’t spend for English in the last time was my strolling through the landscape, strolling through the park, because all the time my wife was accompanying me, and so I had to speak with her in German and not speaking with myself in English. Perhaps it’s on the one hand one of the most important reasons, and on the other hand, I see that I can dictate the text for you, and I’m not so disappointed of my dictation, it seems rather fluent, and there isn’t any point in it for giving up and being disappointed with my English, because there is a lot of power in me, but perhaps there is an inner glitch in my computer system, in my own mental computer system, and so I’m a little distracted from thinking in English, and that’s the reason for having more difficulties understanding English either. Perhaps that’s the point, and I’m stopping my dictation, I have enough text, and can use it for my diary.
